Paper Dolls: Book Four by Blythe Stone & Emma Chamberlain

Author:Blythe Stone & Emma Chamberlain [Stone, Blythe & Chamberlain, Emma]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2017-11-12T07:00:00+00:00

Chapter Eleven

Olivia

It seemed stupid now, what I was doing.

I finally had her all to myself and she wanted to play this game and I was letting us play.

It was the other night all over again. It was a distraction, from our real problems, and it was dangerous and it was cruel.

It couldn’t end well. I knew that but I was just remembering that now. Like an idiot.

How did this happen?!

I looked down at myself in the lingerie and felt sick and suddenly shaky. My body still hurt from the other night.

I’d bought the lingerie to surprise her… To reward her. I’d bought it months ago after Valentine’s Day when she made an off-hand comment about something like this being hot. I had it for months but it was never the right occasion. She’d been super busy and I’d been saving it.

And here I was now...

I was using it wrong...

I stumbled a bit in that realization. What a fool.

I think I’d had a bit too much wine. My hand fell to the side table that I’d accidentally hit with my knee. I had to ground myself, brace myself a moment. I had been playing a game.

Disappearing into the closet I began to take the lingerie off in a dizzy haze. It was dumb of me. Avery loved me. Avery always wanted me. What the hell was I doing?!

My head spun.

I was testing her. It wasn’t my idea but I was testing her and this was sick.

Skylar was a test. The box was a test.

Every little thing that messed with her head was a test.

I felt mean.

I pulled a soft oversized white t-shirt out of a drawer and threw it on so it covered me in all the places I’d been showing too much. It was sort of see-through but not horribly so. I didn’t want to tease her, I just wanted to calm down.

My hair was already starting to dry and a bath didn’t even sound fun right now. A bath, like a message, sounded like a reward, and I didn’t deserve rewarding with the way I’d been treating her all day now that she was finally all mine and I had her alone.

I even teased her in front of Holland, wearing the tightest dress I could find, acting extra tense, and dropping heated comments here and there. Holland and I had a very long and open conversation about how romantic Napa was. That was all to tease and pump Avery up, get her hot and bothered, ready to pop like a full bottle of expensive repressed champagne. I thought back on that now. From the moment I got up it was all about winning and that was dumb. I knew I would win anyway. I always knew. Well, I knew I’d win in theory and probably push her away at the last second and take her so I wouldn't have to have my reward.

I was even testing myself.

It was messy. Games with Avery were never simple. Somehow they always felt wrong.

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